I'm very bad at making decisions. That's due to my lacking of a lot of abilities and the most lacking one is determination. I definitely hate myself for that. When I was put into a delimma situation, usually I don't know which one to choose. I guess that's because I'm too afraid of the result of a bad choice would bring. I too care for a certain "result". After thinking it twice, third times or even more, I realized finally that actually there's not a bad choice or a good choice. A choice is a choice. Only when you make it right or wrong. Then the problem goes to if I dare to do it. The braveness. I know that alot of times it's because I'm not brave enough. Back to the determination, I don't have enough of it yet. Maybe that's why sometimes it's so hard for me. And according to my estimation, determination comes from one's self-confidence. Then I can possibly draw a conclusion that my problem is actually I'm lacking of  self-confidence. Yeah, that's exactly what I don't have, from many yrs ago till now. Good to find out the originale. But how to improve it? I think I need to think it over!